Yes, Drill Sgt.!

Ok...so I will fill you in. Four yrs ago my dad was an elected official for our county. While finding grantss to improve our roads and bridges, he ran across some things were people were poketing the tax payers dollars. So, he took his findings to the D.A. only to later find out the D.A. was in on it! He was given an ultimatium and chose to save his family, my mom and me, and took his own life. I thank God everyday I was the one that found him and not my mom, cause that is an image that does not go away! Needless to say, I was/am a Daddy's girl and a tomboy. He was my bestfriend and taught me everything I know. When he died, I was all set to be outta here and in the military. However, I stayed to take care of my mom. A little background on her: She started having granmal seizures when I was 2 (I'm 24 now), has had over 30 surgeries, 4 heart-attacks (1st one was on Thanksgiving Day), heart bypass, pass-maker w/defibulator, and many artery and vien surgeries on her legs, as well. That's just the top of the cake on her! So I took care of her. After dad, she had a bad break down. I put all my saddness, sorrow, hurt, and anger on the back burner for her. She is better now! However, she has become a living nightmare to be around! She has done some of the most hurtful and painful things to me. I think she is trying to drive me away from her! So, I signed up for the military and will soon have my leave date and all! I can't let my dreams fall to the side and regret never doing them! I also want to work with Linda Perry too, so hopefully I can fulfill that dream too! I will post when I am leaving an maybe give my address so I can recieve mail in training! Love ya all!!!